- Current Mood:
depressed
- Current Location:United States, New York, Liverpool
- Current Mood:
frustrated
- Current Location:United States, New York, Liverpool
- Current Mood:
cheerful
I fucking finished the heck out of that Elizabeth Barrett Browning paper!! Heck yes I did. Now I only need to do one more assignment to be completely caught up
So, I was driving a friend to the highschool. I had to make a u-turn and it was a narrow intersection. I was too far out in the other lane in a big ol van. Some old lady ran right into me. She caused a big ol pile up and she died. I was arrested and the p.o. was talking to me as she was taking me into the station. Very weird.
I am cursed, and I shall walk alone.
The hurt isn't worth it,
this pain is not pleasureful,
and I am shutting down whatever
it was that allowed such horrors.
Betrayed on all sides,
I wished for my own downfall.
Now I just need to learn
to breathe alone and never
let myself think it might
work out.
How is everyone on this fine October morn?
Good, great! Guess I will get started then
- I haven't turned in, actually I haven't written yet, a paper for one of my classes
- The gf and I are tragically broken up, and I am being the strong one
- I haven't worked in over a year so I don't have any employment references to use when I graduate
- I need to seek out some sort of part-time employment anyway, to cover my ass
- Today is cleaning day, yay
- The cats have fleas
- I need to get to writing, my book has gotten so behind
- Nothing much has really been going on
- I've been sort of down, so I have been sleeping a great deal
- I finished catching up on the past seasons of Dexter, what a cool show that is
- I still miss True Blood though
- I am a facebook addict and it has been about two hours since I took steps to separate fully from my addiction
- Today, I am doing laundry, lots of it
- Being with the gf gave me the sense of forward momentum, like I was going somewhere, like there was a future that I was headed towards
- Now I just feel sort of empty again
- Current Mood: crappy
- Current Music:Flaming Lips - The Spiderbite Song
- Dreams: involved going to a Christian church camp and feeling very accepted, but also left out. They didn't know I was gay. Eeep.
- Drinking way too much Mello Yello, makes my tummy hurt.
- Amanda and I are broken up :( again :(:(
- Currently, I am obsessed with the show Dexter, on Showtime. I'm in the middle of the third season, and wow is it cool
- Breakfast: 3 pieces of toast with blackberry jam, and one without (used it all up) and about 4 mello yellos
- That's all I can think of right now, a bit preoccupied, gotta go to class then take a test eep
- I did promise seven so I will throw this one in, maybe I will finish the 15 later today
- Current Location:Home
- Current Mood: cranky
